Sunday, March 7, 2010

Ramblings in Minor

Wheel

I have left years behind me and friends that used to find my sayings make perfect sense. I do not like dwelling in my own cocoon but it is comfortable.

I've been roaming the streets yesterday for an hour before sleeping. Looking at the few lights remaining at the city, which is Cairo at its most elegant. My memory revisits this street at a younger age.

Honestly, I would not like to turn back time. But if I was asked to, I'd turn it back to childhood, when everything was still brand new to the eyes. When the sight of the simplest thing used to electrify you. When you had crushes on older people and waiting for the day you grow up and "fit in".

I happen to like that. It's pretty much your own history. It is something that has taken a place in you. Whenever I am at a certain spot, I usually make sure I have my camera as well as my mp3 player. If I'm lucky enough, my memory scans the scenery & records the background music, while my camera takes the helping shots. 

Time passes, and you find out how the music visualize the scenery in front of your eyes again. Indescribable.

I wrote a song about this that I'm afraid will see the light of day in my songbook. It easily relates to the theme. There is something of many things childish about it; Don't underestimate that.

Sorry world, I'm somewhere else.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Monday, February 1, 2010

Look At Us

It's always a good thing to wake up and see people smiling. Everybody cheering each other and there's hardly a frown.

I have these two quotations in my hands that I have to take care of. Inara George is singing in my ears and I am looking at things through the eyes of her music. Tonight my music will be jolly, too.

It's a good morning, and I shall seize it.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

A Conversation

She: Turn off John Mayer
He: Why?
She: I'm bored of him.
He: But this song's good. In fact, I want you to listen to the lyrics.
She: What's the name of this one?
He: "St.Patrick's Day"
She: I'm not Irish.
He: ..I know that?
She:  So why should I focus on the lyrics?
He: Just do it.
She: pff..O.K.
............
She: It's nice
He: Finally, it is of grace that...(gets interrupted)
She: Hey! Doesn't this guy look like the dude from Red Hot Chilli Peppers?

Monday, January 18, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

A Picture & A Thought

Wesley Willis
The daddy of Rock 'n' Roll?

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Romantic Expression

I like you more than Mrs. Butterworth's.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

5 Downloads of the Month (Debuting: the LINKS)

1- Bruises/ Chairlift
2- Pounding/ Doves

3- Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm/ Crash Test Dummies

4- Mansard Roof/ Vampire Weekend

5- Help I'm Alive/ Metric
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=we_czU9sJ3g

N.B.: you can also share with me your recommended music of the month. I'm open to new music, any!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Why?

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Why not?

I have never been a fan of attention seekers. I have never understood their constant need to impress others with their actions. I have always wondered at those who jump hoops to make everybody notice what they do. At an earlier point in my life, I have never understood how someone would put themselves out there and leave it for the publicity to decide. For long enough, I have believed that this is pathetic.

A part of me, knows I am wrong.

People need people, apparently. They somehow pat the insecurities in our heads and make us feel appreciated and worth our salt.

There is always pressure in putting yourself out there. The fact that you wake up in bed knowing that someone has been watching your videos/listening to your songs/reading your articles yesterday or the day before might make some people's nights sleepless. You have publicized a moment in your life, or your lifetime in a moment, and exposed it to everyone to decide whether it is good, bad or neutral, putting aside the fact that millions might not really care.

But isn't this the risk?

People need people. The positive feedback makes us joyful and the negative ones bring us down even though most of the mature entities accept them willingly.

A friend once pondered loudly; "Do you think it is wrong that I keep everything I do to myself, knowing how confident I am about them, instead of showing them to the rest of human race?"

I didn't have a steady answer. A reply that took me about a minute was "How will you know if you never try?"

My reply could have been "You shouldn't give a shit. Get it out anyway. Celebrate your achievement!". It wasn't, and I am not sure if it will ever be. I keep things to my own world, till a certain point where I feel it should be shared with at least one person, and so it goes. Keeping your little creations to yourself could be translated as selfishness to a major portion of the humanity. Meanwhile, some may think it relates to lack of confidence. Should I tell?

I am looking forward to getting some answers, someday.


"We're on our own for a while, I bet"