Here We Go Again, and Again.

Decisions are often based on particular situations in a man's life. 
More often than not, they are largely dependent on the over evaluation of one's strength. One can only assume he can do so much.


And I've always fancied avoiding decisions, with a passion. The fool you create of yourself in front of yourself later is often related to a mistake that occurred due to a decision you've falsely made at a moment of weakness or an absent-minded state.


I've taken one about a month ago.


Watch me regret it later.

Cutting Wires

I was asked to choose between a lifetime access to The Playboy Mansion and being with the woman I fancy, given that there was one. I pondered.

I never wanted more from life than what I deserve. Just like you, I'm leaving it less than an ordinary batch of dust. But yet, all these wanderings never seize to surrender into the art of testing the "what ifs" that pop in my head every awkward given moment.

A week prior to Ramadan, I exhaled as if it's my last given night on earth. I've drowned myself in what is to be my fountain of life, looking it straight in the eye as if I reckon exactly what it's about.

"You bluntly kid us, and yourself". Those were the words I uttered lying in the bed after a night of banging drums and instincts floating about.

It's a month after Ramadan, the moment repeats itself. My brain is caught smoking shisha in between my country, my choice-less existence and my weary mind. Correct answers depart my brain.

So I feed on a chunk of imagination on daily basis. I wouldn't have existed without it.

But I keep in mind that life is looking forward to, more often than not, eradicate your heart.

A Picture And A Thought

 

Barbarella: Because the sexiest Sci-Fi chick is NOT Princess Leia.

I went home but even there, my radar caught bad signals.

I think I have missed on something concerning life that I'm trying to compensate with music.

Social interaction is something I'm strictly mediocre at. Some tend to describe me as too social for my own good and others state it clearly that I'm way beyond that, when I'm not in the right state of mind or mood.

I find myself lost for the right words at the most perfect of moments. I excel at screwing it up, and in the furthest ways possible to anyone's mind.

I've been denied this more than once, it still tackles my every sense that I do. 

I deal with depth as an ordinary matter. This doesn't mean you should too.

Dis-connect

It’s comical when you're on the search for something to complete what could be a random daily routine act and stumble upon what seems to be a slight note from your past.

The existence of whatever it is that influences many of the acts you do not completely comprehend or digest, let alone the rest of population.

A shame it is, when we lose ourselves to the roads of the next day and scarcely realize that we are who we are because of something that took place many yesterdays from now.

Ever realized how many hot nights you had to live in order to be where you're sitting at this moment, enjoying the AC of a small shrine you've made your own?

No one has any idea what the last year was for me. Let alone 2008. I will still bury them in the sand of every coming year.

Happy whatever it is you celebrate.

A Picture & A Thought

Childhood's end?

5 Downloads of the Month

1- Don't Leave My Mind/ Azure Ray 

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2- Boats and Birds/ Gregory & The Hawk

http://bit.ly/IanbF

3- Underground/ Tom Waits

http://bit.ly/cP1Wmj

4- Human Racing/ St. Vincent 

http://bit.ly/9JvmIP

5- 1000 People/ Blackfield

http://bit.ly/8hK3ut

22 July 2010 - Tomorrow

Because so far, this is what matters to me the most.

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