I went home but even there, my radar caught bad signals.

I think I have missed on something concerning life that I'm trying to compensate with music.

Social interaction is something I'm strictly mediocre at. Some tend to describe me as too social for my own good and others state it clearly that I'm way beyond that, when I'm not in the right state of mind or mood.

I find myself lost for the right words at the most perfect of moments. I excel at screwing it up, and in the furthest ways possible to anyone's mind.

I've been denied this more than once, it still tackles my every sense that I do. 

I deal with depth as an ordinary matter. This doesn't mean you should too.